Skip to main content

Bhisham Sahni's Today's Pasts: A Memoir ( Aaj ke Ateet) - Book Review


 Name of the book: Today’s Pasts: A Memoir
Author: Bhisham Sahni
Translated from Hindi to English by Snehal Shingavi
Publisher: Penguin Group
First published in Hindi as Aaj Ke Ateet by Rajkamal Prakashan 2004
Number of pages: 434 pages
Price: Rs 499

“Life’s experiences couldn’t be considered irrelevant. These experiences provide perspective, improve perception, and affect a writer’s sensibility. I took courage from such notions.” – Bheesham Sahni

Sahni (1915-2003) was a writer -- one of the icons of modern Indian literature -- who transformed the landscape of Hindi literature. From novels, short-stories, essays to plays, he has delivered many substantial works. He was the proud recipient of the Sahitya Akademi Award in 1975 for Tamas, his best-known novel that was subsequently adapted into an award-winning film by Govind Nihalani. Sahni was awarded the Padma Bhushan(1998) and the Shalaka Samman (1999)- the Delhi Government’s highest literary prize.
The translator, Snehal Shingavi is assistant professor of English at the University of Texas, Austin, where he specializes in teaching South Asian literatures in English, Hindi and Urdu. He is the author of The Mahatma Misunderstood, and has most recently translated the iconic short-story collection Angaaray to widespread acclaim.
This is the story or rather a vast chronicle of Indian and world history (especially of the Soviet Union) during the time of Indian independence and after that. Although the story starts much before independence, Bhisham, the younger brother of Balraj Sahni, an Indian film and stage actor, best known for his roles in Do Bigha Zameen (1953), Kabuliwala (1961), Garam Hawa (1973), takes the reader on a journey from the lanes of Rawalpindi, that is witnessing the first stirrings of the freedom movement, in the first few decades of the twentieth century. 
When he was born, in 1915 (his father and mother were not in agreement about the date and month. He was, according to his mother, 1 year 11 months younger than his older brother, Balraj), there was no band to play infront of his house, unlike when his elder brother was born, a fact that was always brought up when they fought during their childhood. Mischievous and naughty, he jumped on to moving tongas and then jumped down from them, while growing up. To think of this mischievous young boy growing into a timid person struggling to develop a natural personality and self expression seems unimaginable but Sahni credits that change in him to being unconsciously influenced by the unique qualities of several others which was in direct proportion to him feeling insignificant himself.
“To think of every other man as better than yourself, to keep putting yourself down, to see yourself as unworthy, so much so that you begin to see the timid parts of your nature as your virtues; that is to say timid people aren’t proud, aren’t ambitious, they aren’t egotistical, they are submissive, hard-working, averse to fighting (and perhaps this is also why they live longer), trustworthy, they have given up their ability to face challenges, and they stay away from danger so that they can live lives of sheepishness.”
This work is also a reflection of him upon his life, over the many things he had to let go or put an end to, like the end to the campaign to collect all of Premchand’s letters, end to hockey- a game he was exceptionally good at. Like people who live their lives and go with the flow only to look back and wonder if they could change some of the things in the past, Sahni also has some regrets and he is brave enough to put it on paper for the whole world to read and that in itself takes sheer confidence and a generous dollop of this thing called ‘experience’.
Partition and its horrific effects drove him to Bombay, Ambala and finally Delhi. It also traces his life in Moscow. By the time of independence, he was managing the family business, teaching in a college, putting plays from time to time and also writing. And soon, he was also actively taking part in Congress Party activities. 
This remains an essential reading for all those who would like to walk on the streets of Rawalpindi of the early twentieth century, to know what the neighbourhoods sounded and felt like; to understand the milieu of the youth at the time of Independence; to get a firsthand account of a man who joined the IPTA (Indian People’s Theatre Association), one of the oldest theatre organizations of India, and worked as a performing artist. It is also an insight into the life of his wife, Sheela, who was a constant support in his life and kept the family together inspite of his addiction to wanderlust and his writing career that left him with little time for family responsibilities.
In a broader context, this book provides an insight into the success of the democratic Soviet system and Sahni’s opinion about the downfall of one of the greatest systems of his time. It also traces the journey of the Progressive Writer’s Association to which he was connected as an official for a long time.
Sahni, through his words, comes across as a man who tries to get a perspective by looking back at his own life. “I didn’t learn any lessons”, he says, and “so who am I to teach anyone?” And yet, here is a book that has got so much to offer to everyone who is caught in the midst of life, wondering how to make sense of it. It tells you that no matter how insignificant an experience, it all comes together to help you whenever you are faced with an adversity in life.
The translation did feel bumpy at some instances where the reviewer was left to translate some sentences back to hindi in order to understand what Sahni would have wanted to convey to the reader. For readers alien to Hindi, some of the lines in the book might not convey the intended meaning.
But the intense research that Shingavi conducted and the way it has all been presented neatly is worth applause. 
The book might seem slow and much informative and detailed for those looking for a light read. For others, it is a rare escapism into today’s pasts!

A shorter version of the review can be found here.

- Divya Nambiar

Comments

Popular posts from this blog

Goodbyes like these

9:02 AM Bangalore airport Two people, post typing their out-of-office automated replies, sit looking at the crowds passing by. Bangalore airport doesn't seem empty. Neither at this hour, nor when we had reached around 2 hours earlier.  Brother called to enquire why may have his most trusted G-Pay given up. G-Pay seemed to have reached its limit when they tried settling some hospital bills...just like the life that had decided it had reached its limit some 3 hours earlier. Try debit card then, said the husband.  Strange, isn't it? The person who peeped into the phone screen over a video call to ask how our recent trip had been, while sitting on a sofa now rests in a mortuary, waiting for those people to bypass the screen and reach her, one last time. Guess the very last time... There is no alternative here, like in the case of G-Pay. Ammamma, ini ormakal maathram .  From school, straight into the house. The walk gains momentum as soon as she enters the house. T...

Yet another gold castle emptied

Rain lashes outside the windows Washing away the mud people scurried over a while back Freshly made bed, pillows fluffed up Sprawled upon it a thousand memories, Time ticks away. It was 11.26 just three minutes ago. Or 23.26. Charlatan thoughts they are Fastidious care, theirs. Washing away the hours she scurried over a while back. Time ticks away. Doesn't it, always? The blueprint in the making, Do they go back to it After buildings have fallen, without grace? Time ticks away, like it never cared. Rubble. People. Rubble. Trapped, beyond rescue. Gracefully frozen beneath the din For time ticks away... like it must. Wrapped in six yards of silk, she thought this was it. She walked with a large brass plate towards the altar, Carrying the garlands that would seal the loose ends -- bit by bit. The bridal gait, the overflowing love, some jealous looks -- she now looked at it from afar. Who knew the walk was towards her own end? A bright, young lady walking towards her own doom?  Vismaya...

The Last Karwa Chauth

A tradition started 12 years ago. At the cusp of adulthood, but while in school (class 12, to be precise); when romance novels were Where Rainbows End, Dear John, Message in a Bottle and  P.S. I Love You ; when promises were made and felt rather deeply by the heart (not that they aren't now) -- Karwa Chauth was taken up with a whimsical approach. Karwa Chauth -- a day of fasting (without consuming even a drop of water post the sargi)  usually undertaken by Indian married women every year post Dussehra and before Diwali (that's how I always remember it) -- assumed more importance thanks to Bollywood with its smattering of Karwa Chauth in many of the movies I grew up watching. Also, I found the north Indian rituals and festivals amusing as a South Indian (Keralite). For someone who witnessed wedding rituals lasting for not more than two minutes back home, the Big Fat Indian Wedding, popularised by Bollywood and stories by north Indian friends alike, fascinated me no end.  W...

'Without self-respect, we detract from our own power' -Cristiane Serruya (An Interview)

“The most courageous act is still to think for yourself. Aloud.”   ― Coco Chanel  This is the quote that comes to mind after the discussion I had with her. To stand shoulder to shoulder with your head held high along with people who are considered to be a step ahead of you, is a big thing. Even more when it is just a pre-conceived notion and nothing more. To make a strong foothold at a place where the sand beneath your feet is slipping constantly is no ordinary thing. That's what I got to learn from her. So here we are, with Cristiane Serruya, author of The Modern Man and The Trust Trilogy, as promised in my last post .  How does it feel to have released the final installation of the Trust series? (Are you happy to have completed a circle or sad that your relationship with the characters has ended?)   I was very happy when I put the last full stop in the book. It was an exhilarated mission-accomplished feeling. It was a long and exhausting ...

Seven cups and love

My uncle and aunt got married on Oct 20, 1997. I earned a new family that day. It was a bumper prize for a 4-year-old me -- two aunts (thanks to Chinni didi)? Na, elder sisters? Not sure how I defined those relationships then. But I remember being happy and excited at the prospect of visiting them or them visiting us. My first tryst with a tiny box that housed eye lenses; many different shades of nail polishes (there was one that was colourless and yet delivered a star on each nail, that sat beautifully on my little fingers) were all thanks to them. Oh, how can I forget that magical make up box that seemed to open up wondrous things that gleamed and seemed magical for a kid then! In between those experiences, there were two people -- Rao aunty and uncle (as I called them long before my brother and uncle and aunt's kids were born. Then they added terms like 'thaathu' into my vocabulary).  Saraswati Rao Aunty, a constant presence, was probably my first...

Coming Soon : First Big Interview

         “I am no bird; and no net ensnares me: I am a free human being with an independent will.”                                                         ― Charlotte Brontë, Jane Eyre     She lives in Rio de Janeiro, the second largest city of Brazil, with her husband and two daughters. With a Masters in Business Law and great interest in cases of abuse and violation of human rights of children and women, she’s a lawyer and a writer. After twenty-two years of practicing law, she finally decided to give writing a go and that was when she realized that it was the piece that was missing in her life. We met on Goodreads. I, a journalism student, a lover of books and a part-time writer. She- a published author with a beautiful smile and ...

Malik: The movie Malayalees were waiting for amidst the pandemic

The clouds seem to have drifted away to let the sun a little sneak peak into our lives today. Phew! 4 days later. Thank you, Kerala for the weather. Oops. I take back my words for here comes the lashing rains, yet again.  Twice or thrice I checked if my vision was playing tricks upon me in these past few days. Then I realised, it had to do with the tricks of the clouds. I switched on the lights and lo and behold! It was bright all over again. While the rains lash down, I am transported to last night when the soil lay drenched and I sat like a panda under a huge blanket while Malik beckoned. My husband couldn't wait to click on the play button. After a long time, I was excited to see a movie trailer and ever since I did, I eagerly waited for Malik .  And it started. Nimisha & Fahadh -- my heart did a double somersault. Then came the ones who have been part of some remarkable  Malayalam movies since few years now -- Vinay Fortt, Dileesh Pothan, Dinesh Prabhakar, Parvat...